Thinking Of You Day!

Amanda if I could request a special "Angel Day" with the government I would in a heart beat. If I could get the post office to create a stamp with your picture on it I would. Figure I couldn't do either of the two so I created my own stamp of you. Seenings how I can't get the government to give us an "Angel Day Holiday" to celebrate our dearest angel's. So I'll create a Thinking of you day!

Ribbons

I've been busy creating ribbons in honor of Amanda. So far this is the one I like the best. So I think I'm stopping with this one. Amanda we love and miss you always!

Ecclesiastes 3:1-4

To every thing there is a season,
and a time to every purpose under the heaven;

A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;

A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;

A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;

A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones to-gether; a time to
embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;

Amazing Grace

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.


T'was Grace that taught my heart to fear.
And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear
The hour I first believed.


Through many dangers, toils and snares
I have already come;
'Tis Grace that brought me safe thus far
and Grace will lead me home.


The Lord has promised good to me.
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.


Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,
And mortal life shall cease,
I shall possess within the veil,
A life of joy and peace.


When we've been here ten thousand years
Bright shining as the sun.
We've no less days to sing God's praise
Than when we've first begun.


Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.

Can't Believe

I can't believe that every other weekend visitations was taken away from Amanda's family. Many things can be taken away from them but not their love for their beautiful grandbabies.

I wonder of those that brought so much grief in your life. Are they sitting here today thinking thoughts of how they did you wrong or are they still being selfish and thinking they did nothing wrong. All of your adult life it seemed you were always fighting against someone not just one person but an entire family at times. Why they wanted you to be so unhappy I'll never understand.

Amanda And Her Sister's

Had you on my mind again today, thinking about how much I miss you. Thinking about how simple life was when you were here.

We Miss You!

WE MISS YOU SO MUCH MORE THAN YOU'LL EVER KNOW!!! I ask God for strength to go on and know that with each passing day is one day closer to seeing that beautiful smile, those georgous blue eyes and that awesome laughter once again.

One Of A Kind

She was certainly one of a kind. There can be no other like her. No one can replace her or love her babies like she loved them. It just hit me that we'll probably not see anymore candles lit in Amanda's memorial website in her honor by her beautiful babies. I think when a certain person has a problem with what I write or allow other people to write in memory of Amanda they should come to me instead of dragging it into court. Our precious Amanda is always watching over her babies and no one can keep that from happening.

Remembering Our Beloved Amanda

Amanda Loved life and she gave life!
A brandnew start, a special gift.
Now other people can get on with their life,
because Amanda cared enough to save their life!

Amanda's Day!

Where I went today you went also. I wore your picture proudly. Your arms extended outward represents your angel wings as you hold them out to hug your family on this day to comfort them in thir time of grief. I didn't have a smaller picture so I had to pin this picture to the middle of my shirt.



I took another picture of you and posted it about the internet today making you some new angel friends that I'm sure you've already met! I chose the ones that passed away near your death.




My day today has been focused on you and making it all about you. Today is the second hardest day of my life!

It's Been A Year Today

It's so hard to believe that it's been a year now. I guess you know the outcome of your parents being taken to court. Who would have thought that the judge would have taken everything away from your parents, and to think they wasn't even trying to take the girls away from their dad. Now everyone loses even the girls. How much more do the girls have to weather, just because of their dad. I can't imagine being in their tiny little shoes right now. I just hope their dad tells them the truth about the outcome of Mondays court session. That has always been the thing that bothers me the most is knowing that it'll be years down the road before they'll know the honest truth about everything. Your parents lost you a year ago, and now they have lost your daughters as well. Someday the girls and your parents will reconnect and there won't be a thing that their dad can do about it. I just wish that life as we knew it never had to change. Life is changing so quickly around us and it's as though it's spinning out of control. Life isn't anything like it used to be. You're loved by so many! Thinking of you girl! We'll see you some day and until that day just know nothing is the same as it used to be. My heart is breaking and still feels a tremendous loss.

God Bless You Amanda

God bless you Amanda and may you rest in peace. I love you as though you are a child of mine. I would give anything to have you back here with us! Your love is missed I assure you of that. As I told your sister Angela, I don't understand why you had to be the one to go. Why was your time with us so short? Someday we'll all know why, until that day keep an ear turned our way. Ask God to show and give us strength. I hope someday there will be peace in all our lives. I know lots of people are hurting, hearts have been stabbed repeatedly, God loving caring people lives are still being turned upside down. I don't know how much we can take, but know God said he wouldn't put more on us than we can handle but I myself don't know how much more I can take. Some people are boasting on the pain that we feel, why does God allow that to happen? I have to remind myself that God has a plan and He knows what's best for everyone involved.

Middleton Familly